Culmination

It didn't matter anymore. Well, why should it have? You matter, only if you are needed. You are needed, only if you are irreplaceable. And darling, you clearly were replaceable.

Providing a shoulder to cry on, a soul that understands, a heart that laughs with, and, a mind that advices... it was never enough. Everyone can do that after all, maybe not as truthfully as you, but nonetheless, it doesn't matter in the end.

People want more. People want people, who will do the silliest of things with them, just because. People, who will not stop them from doing wrong. People, who won't kill their enthusiasm, just to take care of their health. People, who will support them, no matter what, no matter how harmful it is.

And why not? Life is for enjoying after all, right? It doesn't matter to them, the consequences of their actions. Let's just put it this way: you are heartless for stopping them. And they? They are heartless for failing to understand you, and your concern.

It's easier to make mistakes, yet enjoy, than to go straight, and have a boring life. Hah. False promises, fake smiles, hollow words, and heartless love. It's all a part of the agenda of enjoying the moment, and forgetting the rest.

So, let people be. They don't need you, and you definitely don't need them. What's said and done, is in the past. Every day is a new day. And you get to learn so much with each day passing by. And one day, it will all be over. And you will be thankful to those people. To those people, who decided one day, that they don't need you, and left you stranded. Because those are the ones, who taught you to be there for yourself. To take care of yourself. And to build yourself up, lest someone tear you down. 

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